I feel like I am the most miserable girl on the planet right now. Honestly, I have been walking around with a face like a smacked arse for months. Happy Demi where have you run off to?
Have you ever seen those people that walk around constantly happy about life, smiling from ear to ear just because they are alive. I don’t know whether to punch them in the face or be super jealous that i’m not them. My best friend and I have come to decision that maybe happiness is just not for us.
Some might think that this is a self pity post but it is more me realizing that I am not happy and I need to do something about it. Otherwise I am going to retreat to my room, find the longest series on Netflix and never move again. To be honest, that sounds soooo appealing right now!
No more moping around, time to jump on the happiness train lol. In an ideal world I would jet off to one of those amazing ‘find yourself retreats’ where you connect with your soul and become at one with life. But those places cost thousands, so i’m going to Marbella instead. I’m sure sunbathing, eating and drinking will assist me on my quest for happiness.
I’ve realized that sometimes it’s OK to be unhappy; its natural especially when life hits you however, what I/we cannot do is wallow. It’s time for change, I want to walk around smiling like a little Cheshire cat.
First things first, I’m going to go the nearest arts and crafts shop to buy myself a mood board. It’s time to start visualizing all of the things that make me excited. Everything that I love, have and want will be going on this huge creative mood board. I want this to be daily reminder to remind myself exactly what I was working towards.
Secondly, I want to make sure that when I wake up; I am ready for the day ahead. I want to wake up, jump out of bed and sing to the animals like Cinderella (OK, I’ve taken it too far now) but you know what I mean. I want to be ready for the day, how am I meant to conquer the world when it takes me until midday to liven up.
Thirdly, take everything as it comes. Let’s enjoy life because I don’t want to wake up one day realizing I missed half of it.
Love Demi Enchanted